im such a fuckign jealous asshole i pretend like i dont care but i care so much im gonna explode
do you ever realise just how lonely you actually are
i’m so sick of being the one that always puts in the effort in friendships and relationships but then when I stop putting in the effort to see if the other people do, they don’t and I get upset so I start trying again what the fuck is wrong with me
I can’t even, this is so perfect.
My current mentality is “I’m sad and I hate myself but I have to get good grades”